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Thursday, June 23, 2005

In a sudden... i felt tt my life is in a darkness.... 11:00 AM

Heartbreak came..... 2dae my fren cal mi and tel mi tt C.Y kor kor already resign. i did nt seen him for 3 dae and nw then i noe. Actually i have tink maybe he resign becos once i heard him say he working nt happy. but can't imagine tis is true... i tot tt he is haven his AL or R/O so it is common for nt cming for a few aday. When the sentence struck my hear i feel life is in a darkness and i really really hope tt my fren will say i bluff u de lah. And in the sudden i keep bluff myself tt my fren had say she is bluffing mi. Maybe i will nt be seeing him forever till i die as he is goin back 2 malaysia. i dunno will he cm back 2 sg again but even he cm back we may nt have the fate 2 meet each other again becos i tink mi and his fate end at Sunday, 19/6/05.... tis is the last day i saw him. i am really sad tt i dunno wad am i doin and wad i shd do and wad am i goin 2 do. i have be tinking abt a question, shd i hope tt i meet an accident and forget onli him or shd i keep our memory deep in my heart. i dunno and i onli noe i am veri veri de sad.

Friday, June 03, 2005

U cos mi getting high fever... 1:05 AM

[Wad really happen between us.... why can't we juz tok as normal like fren? u make mi feel veri hurt! tt fren oso cnt be. u willing 2 tok 2 a person tt u dunno and a person far away frm mi instead of asking mi, Do i make u so scare? If say u r shy i dun tink so. Everyday tinking of u until i sick. i promise i will nt tok 2 u except for attachment.