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Friday, July 29, 2005

The day he will left... 12:53 AM

ytd i can say really veri happy and really veri sad. The onli different is the sad stay on and really hurt. tt day i was displaying those vege and i saw chin yoong walk pass and he saw mi too. His face look black, and i oso feel pai sei cos i like auntie and quite dirty. My happy start. In the afternoon, as usual i went for my lunch break and i decided 2 go to the staff canteen. While i am walking alone the loading bay i saw Chin Yoong Gor Gor helping pek yang 2 carry those delivery good 2 the lorry. And i walk on. I saw my fren and i sit wif her and have lunch wif her, she left half an hour earlier then mi. My fren Serene cal mi and we start chatting on phone. Then Chin Yoong Gor Gor walk in for lunch and i veri happy. I told my fren on the phone and i really extremly happy cos he is sitting on the table in and beside of mi. i can see himand quite shy. i told my fren i wish 2 ask him when is his last dae as i heard tt he has hand his resign letter quite sum time. And i wan 2 give myself a prepare when is really his last dae as he sumtime have annual leave. So my fren encourage mi 2 to tok 2 him as i may nt have the chance anymore. Sum more i would like 2 ask mi whether he can teach us QSCas next week we will be learn tt department. We do nt wish 2 let a gal teach cos she is proud. So i pull up my courage and walk over and sit down. And i start saying u wan resign le ar? And He say: Ya! tis sat last day which is 30/7/2005. Suddenly i feel veri sad and surrounded wif darkness. And tis is the time we chat the longest time. And i told him actually we wan him 2 teach us QSC and he say i tot ur r cming tis week and i say who said and he say Tang say, i feel wired. He say the gal teach us will be better. And i told him the gal say she get higher pay then senior cashier and gor gor is oso once a senior cashier and he say she Ping She Men. And he ask why we go around different department, and i told him cos we r having attachment. And then i left cos my face is veri hot and i tink it is veri red le. I too shy, veri pai seh. Do ur noe why i like him so much? cos his attidute is nt bad. He is capable. He noe alot example when our system gt problem he can't fixed. Sum time he has the sense of humour. He is a gd boy. He nt rude. He is hardworking. He can be my idol. I will try 2 keep him in my heart like a idol and keep those memory like a dream. 30/7 will cm and i have 2 accept the true. So wad can i do. Juz wish him all the best lo. Frenz, can anyone giv mi a warm hug or a caring words? sob sob!!

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Should I or Should I not? 1:15 AM

At veri few month ago i sign up for a CCA abt singing class. 2day ago they cal mi whether still interested in the audition and it will be on the coming sat. i really dunno shd i go as there r lot of thing i need 2 tink. Firstly is i have to pay for the fee and it is nt cheap. Secondly is do i have the time do go and i need 2 work cos i dun which 2 resign so soon. Thirdly is i have nt enough time 2 choose a song and memorise the song and practice the song it is too rush and i still have my sch attachment. haizz... headach! i tink propelyi will giv up even dough i love singing alot. if u do nt tink i like 2 sing as much as anyone and i can't say anything and onli i myself noe how much i like.

The Energy Concert! 1:03 AM

so long then have time 2 cm and post. tis month is dam tired cos i everyday have 2 carry heavy vege. 2 week ago i went 2 watch Energy goodbye 2005 concert and it really touch and rox. They each solo 1 song and the most special i feel is Ahdi and Shuwei 1. Ahdi sing the song hong Dou by Wang Fei and Tai Lai Ting Wo De Yan Chang Hui by Jacky Zhang. He say the meaning of the song is wad he feel and wad he is try 2 espress. And Shuwei sing the song tt i tot is by the artist Wu Si Kai or wad cos i nv heard b4 and he say he wrote the song himself and the song name is called My Princess. Do any tink the name is nice and special? And it is like sing to ur love One. And their dance rox too.... they make mi in love wif hip hop. Music is a veri classical thing and Lyric is a piece of feeling u r trying 2 say. So... frenz! believe mi, take out ur fav cd and pick ur fav song and read the lyric and feel the word. U will like the singer and the lyric. Lyric Composer is oso my admire. Energy is oso.. ur r talented! and I noe other singer is oso talented but better 2 have a better attutide. <'.'>

Friday, July 01, 2005

i 2dae is the last dae... 12:00 AM

i tink 2dae is the last dae i am goin 2 see C.Y kor kor. Heard other say tt he is working last dae and i tink so too becos 2dae is end of the month. The past few dae he is having his annual leave and he came back for work on tue and 2dae. i am off on tue and my fren told mi tt he came 2 work tt dae and i am veri happy and hope 2 see him on wed but he is on off i tink. so i did nt see him and i am veri sad and disappointed. When 2dae i saw him in a veri sudden mins i was feel really shock and happy, like a sec blackout. During break then i noe he is last dae le. i am really veri sad. And one of my nice supervisor oso resign. i am wondering why all gd ppl resign and bad ppl stay. Really heartbreak! C.Y kor kor is a veri gd worker as he learn thing fast and willing 2 learn. he can say 2 be a checkout expert out of two. as i am nt trying 2 say gd thing for him. he is nice and help ppl with no black face. His resign is the company loss.... he so cute lor, 2dae i go cashroom 2 see my on course schedule and i noe he is inside and happily go in. i felt shock when he tok 2 mi. he ask mi whether favour is spell lai tt and i say yes, he felt surprise when he noe he spell correctly and i smile bcos i tink he veri cute. haizz... But i really use my true heart and really which him all the best in his career, life, frenz, health and no matter wad. Live happily and with no sadness. Good luck 2 him. And oso the cruel for mi 2 say having a true love, a gd gf who love him fully. oso apply 2 if he has. Bye CY!