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Friday, July 29, 2005

The day he will left... 12:53 AM

ytd i can say really veri happy and really veri sad. The onli different is the sad stay on and really hurt. tt day i was displaying those vege and i saw chin yoong walk pass and he saw mi too. His face look black, and i oso feel pai sei cos i like auntie and quite dirty. My happy start. In the afternoon, as usual i went for my lunch break and i decided 2 go to the staff canteen. While i am walking alone the loading bay i saw Chin Yoong Gor Gor helping pek yang 2 carry those delivery good 2 the lorry. And i walk on. I saw my fren and i sit wif her and have lunch wif her, she left half an hour earlier then mi. My fren Serene cal mi and we start chatting on phone. Then Chin Yoong Gor Gor walk in for lunch and i veri happy. I told my fren on the phone and i really extremly happy cos he is sitting on the table in and beside of mi. i can see himand quite shy. i told my fren i wish 2 ask him when is his last dae as i heard tt he has hand his resign letter quite sum time. And i wan 2 give myself a prepare when is really his last dae as he sumtime have annual leave. So my fren encourage mi 2 to tok 2 him as i may nt have the chance anymore. Sum more i would like 2 ask mi whether he can teach us QSCas next week we will be learn tt department. We do nt wish 2 let a gal teach cos she is proud. So i pull up my courage and walk over and sit down. And i start saying u wan resign le ar? And He say: Ya! tis sat last day which is 30/7/2005. Suddenly i feel veri sad and surrounded wif darkness. And tis is the time we chat the longest time. And i told him actually we wan him 2 teach us QSC and he say i tot ur r cming tis week and i say who said and he say Tang say, i feel wired. He say the gal teach us will be better. And i told him the gal say she get higher pay then senior cashier and gor gor is oso once a senior cashier and he say she Ping She Men. And he ask why we go around different department, and i told him cos we r having attachment. And then i left cos my face is veri hot and i tink it is veri red le. I too shy, veri pai seh. Do ur noe why i like him so much? cos his attidute is nt bad. He is capable. He noe alot example when our system gt problem he can't fixed. Sum time he has the sense of humour. He is a gd boy. He nt rude. He is hardworking. He can be my idol. I will try 2 keep him in my heart like a idol and keep those memory like a dream. 30/7 will cm and i have 2 accept the true. So wad can i do. Juz wish him all the best lo. Frenz, can anyone giv mi a warm hug or a caring words? sob sob!!