**pink lover**

Thursday, March 30, 2006

my 3 day off.... 7:56 AM

tis three day i have off day, then realise so fast friday liao, first day i stay at home play games, sec day i go Imm wif boon siong and then go bugis wif ah bi then i go toa payoh wif ah ni.... and today i went to sch for my course briefing, haizzz.... so bo liao go sch juz for tt..... tml start work le, abit sian. dunno wad the world is goin on, sumtime veri sian.....

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

crying for my course 10:56 AM

today i go 2 sch and the person tel mi to paid my sch fee and ask for transfer, i feel like veri angry lor.... i feel really stress and i have to bring my unhappiness to work, i can't stop crying. but finally i gt my ans. sumtime i found i can't anyone even myself.

Monday, March 20, 2006

1:00 AM

2day i went to mediacorp studio to watch the star idols. Happy tt byran win but sad tt Leo lose. Leo is gd oso and he gt the long way up. All of them have the quality to be star idols. I saw leann, she veri pretty leh, admire her look. Like princess. Too bad cnt take pic wif her.

Friday, March 17, 2006

how to walk out of the dark? 1:14 AM

i feel like i am living in the dark, dunno wad i go to do next, lost my way, could plan wad to do next. Dunno why lai tt, the feeling is horrible. i work and work and work and dunno wad my life is all abt? Iszit tt when everyone was a child they live well with no worried, so artless. but when they slowly become a teenager, more n more trouble and problem came, they have to face and accept it. I really can't see becos it is dark, can any1 help!

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

I really gonna give up tis time 9:05 AM

i tink my heart have already broken in pieces liao.... 2day he to mi our relationship in the pass is juz a hallucination. if he say tt he dun love mi anymore i have to accept but he say tt it is a hallucination i really cnt accept it. i tink i really gt to give up, wholeheartedly treat him as my good fren. sumtime i really wanna tel him sumthing but i am scared tt he will nt wan to listen becos of our pass. Let be fren bahx.... ur birthday is cming let mi and ur fren make u feel u r care. really juz fren!

Saturday, March 04, 2006

today i really gt the real ans.... 11:13 AM

i have mi think abt did he regret and nw i finally noe the ans, i feel sad.... i feel sorri for him.

Thursday, March 02, 2006

sumtime i am really running away from reality 8:27 AM

tis question keep surrounded my mind as did he regret leaving mi becos of too hursh? Does he still like mi? i feel tt i had beocme so cheap, tt day i make my lunch same time as him but end up we have veri less conversation... dunno wad to say. he did nt shown any action tt he care abt mi, he noe how to hide his reaction veri well esp mi but tis time i tink he is really nt.... I really have to face the reality tt i alway told myself when i am sad. it is really silly tt i tink he will like mi again. wad really trape mi in, i oso dunno.... why shd all tis thing muz happen, but tis sweet memory giv mi hurt and also dream....