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Wednesday, November 29, 2006

having fun 9:44 AM

today went study with Li Lian, Ade cal mi as she is at Imm so eat dinner wif her. then Pei Pei come meet Li Lian. While eating shane say alot of joke, 1 abt mulan then ade laugh until veri loud. wan to revenge for ade we do something to her company, haha.... Then go home pass $150 to my dad and he tel mi teacher call and my mum veri unhappy. heard wad they say abit angry lor.... tis is my pro, nothing to do wif my family why muz she say my parent. haizz.....

Monday, November 27, 2006

veri confused 1:12 AM

I did not go to skool today cos i stomach pain for days. i dun noe wad my life is goin on nw. i often miss lesson. i really take the stress anymore. Time passes fast as thing changes. i really dunno wad to do, shd i study or shd i work? Btw Giant will not be my long term job, i really couldn't stay in such enviroment. For skool is like got heart no strength. The problem i meet at work no one noe. i put it in my heart cos i have no one to say to. Everyday i go skool and go work, when i reach home they sleep. for my sis she has a sudden change, she will tok on phone and then when to bed, i tok to her she will reply mi in a fustrate voice, i juz which to tot to sum one around mi but they did that to mi. sum time stress made mi really wan to break down. If i cnt make it in higher nitec i will say Sorri to myself as i had try my best. They say have a cert u can get a high range job but it is different when u use ur hard work, one step by one step to get ur range, u will learn and see many thing that ppl nv will see and feel.

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Long time no blog le 10:40 AM

i did not blog for along time le. my life is still lai tt lor. Tired, mentally and phycially. Hate and admire. Dunno why i have noe such a kind of friend, have such big mouth. Big nvm like to tok fuck! Pls dun critizise ppl! i live in a 3 room flat, i use 6260 hp, i am nt special but veri veri normal SO WAD? at least i have a house, i have a hp. Even if i have nothing there is none of ur business. u have the right nt to tok to mi, u have the right to look down on mi. But u dun have the right to critizise mi! sick of it!

Monday, November 13, 2006

turn out different 7:57 AM

the stress through the whole week, really sian. cnt believe i spend 3 year working and two yrs study it all goin to become failure. really dunno wad id life all abt. have been really look forward to Jonathan chalet but it came out to be veri different. i am too silly. Thing happen, but happen already happen. i will forget. too tired and sleepy so go orchard swensen in the mid night 3pm. ton until 6 then go hm sleep, has a wonderful mid night will ade. i tink she still sleeping. Wed go k!!!

Friday, November 03, 2006

Doin the stupid ETP project 6:43 AM

today li lian give mi morning cal but i still couldn't go for the WAD lesson, wad a failure. after ERP got wad make up lesson. i make sure i am listen to teacher and not day dreaming der. Manage to understand wad teacher wan to say, but i nearly fall in dream, haha.... I have been realising one thing, from the 2nd lesson of WAD, i have not been attending the morning class. I tot teacher did not scold mi or report to eunice ang is because he give up on mi, but he did not, he make sure i can understand through out the make up lesson. Thank ya.... and Pei Meng oso say so... thank ya fren i noe u guy did not give up on mi but mi too.... i am struggling..... i noe i need $$ and oso education. Today Pei Meng they all come my hs do project, but still cnt do much, sian....