many thing happen tis two day, i really dunno how to say. i am looking for a listening ear but no one seem around. I tink they r haven sum fun. I feel so lonely.

Go for a round and i noe who u love. I heart crack, it is bleeding. I am so hurt. but i noe time can heal the wound. happy to see you found who u love. I am happy for u becos i wan to see you happy. i noe u will de because you have many fren. 少了我也无所谓. 我会让我自己忘记你的.

today shd be a happy day for mi. haha... i am try to make myself to treat u as my fren. btw i juz feel happy today. =) :-)

i dunno wad day i am having, a veri bad day. In the morning i was so happy, happy still i am smile on the way. but in the afternoon i am like my mood fall from high. So sian then i go home prepare to go to my relative house. my dad start to tok abt my fren and my sis start tok alot make mi really so fan lor, i am covering with stress.... i went to bed wif tear....

i am so happy and sad today. u say hi to mi but actually i not waving to u. tis make mi so happy. but why i wan to make mi sad in the end? Do u noe u hurt mi so deeply. if u may hurt mi pls dun give mi a happy starting. i say goodbye to u u didn't answer mi and u go say goodbye her instead.... why? why? why?

today after school go westmall buy my Tortise. But the yellow shop close down, veri say but i found 1 at comic connection but got hair de lor.... later when to Jonathan house help him do blog skin. Jonathan Cheer up!

why muz u keep reminding mi abt ur leaving? Do u noe tis hurt mi second by second?
today is a bad day for mi in school cos i have to do the project with Jia Xin which i think i can't do a good job, i am damm stupid. haizz.... really veri stress lor, esp working. i am so scare to face my day.

Loving and being love is a kind of happiness. today i ask him a question actually is to give myself a answer. i noe the answer le. Many time i have been telling myself, being a fren is better than being a couple. i muz agree with it. Even knowing you i am hurt sometime but i have no regret knowing you, really! btw, u r leaving. Everything will be over soon. i dunno i shd happily waiting for tis day to arrive or......

today not really veri happy. a boring day, he nv joke to mi much. In 1 happy thing, i found thousand of sadness. I really hope i have the courage to knock my hard on to the wall and sleep for veri long, no need to think and no need to hurt.
First day of school today, happy wif the time table but sad to hear that i will be kick out if i late 3 times. wad the hell lor... go to work oso stress, dunno why the boss everyday wan stress us. veri angry lo, while i counting my money the india guy keep on come and ask mi for hanger when he buy pant, then i say we never give hanger and he say other shop got give then i say tis 1 is Giant not other shop.

Does your face mean wad i tink u tink abt him?
do u think wad other say?
I do mind wad u think
today i went down to Imm wif Jonathan. and then ade meet us ltr. actually wan to help Jonathan do his blog thing but the wireless at mac cnt use so we went to k-box after that. Raymond told mi sumthing and i tink he really think too much lor.... wad he say can be impossible. tml start school le, so sian like no holiday at all.... haizz.... looking out for next month outing wif Doris, Li En and so on.....



today veri happy, go shopping with michelle, Doris and Li En..... i buy a lipstick, no regret at all..... we went to eat Billy Bomber. Eat still so full lor, haha... Went to Plaza Singapura after that and having funni conversation at Starbark.... My happy off day during my holiday.

i am really veri sad and wanna cry out. Arun is showing attitude to mi. Can't imaging he is once under my training, he is now higher a post of mi and he is showing attitude to mi. he say i have change and no longer mi, am i? i do my part but no one appreciate. why? everyone do that to mi, ya i am a gal but i work a man do. Ya i am a part timer but i did more than wad a full timer did. shd i deserve tis kind of attitude?

Are you trying to protect urself by being close to them?
Or u have already change?
I scare u have....

Can you see who is the good 1 ?
And who is the bad 1?
I hope you can....

Someone told u if u wan to climb to the top u have to be strict.
Or u wan to be who you are.
I hope either of your choice u are still on the right lane.

Are you a good person?
Or i have mistaken u in the first place?
erm.....

Did you hear bad thing abt mi from him and believe it?
Or u thing you believe in your own feel.
i hope you are clever enough to believe your own eyes.

Are you a flirt?
Or you are juz friendly?
i hope.....

why alway there is a good image of you there is alway a matter to prove mi wrong.
And when i have a bad image on you there is alway a matter to prove mi wrong.

today actually veri unhappy. I have a little sort of quarrel with Arun. becos he is try to interfer our work, and he has change to become proud. But he say i change. Really feel that working there make mi really sad, i think everyday lai that i will get old. Nobody listen to mi maybe i am a part timer. reaching IMM around 4 plus, my pant and Sleeve is wet, my shoes got hole a the bottom. walk to the atrium look for Doris hope tt "HE" won't see mi in this terrible state, but when i turn around "HE" is walking toward us. "HE' touch mi and surprisely asking mi why so wet, and asking mi wad happen to my nose, Oops!!! there 15 people asking mi Why My Nose Lai tt? haha.... my nose is horrible.. haha.... Sorry to my fren i didn't mean to bluff u 2 time.... i feel uncomfortable letting u noe the true.
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I hope u noe tt
i mind wad u think
i mind how u feel
i mind how u see
i mind wad u noe
really hope u understand the true and listen to a right person
i do care for your everything.
My heart is veri cold

miss u so much.....
can't forget your serious face.....
accidently scan in your counter under your name....
shd i thank Raymond or Valerie?
can't get a chance to say goodbye to you

ytd i am still sad abt his leaving. today feel veri disappointed on him. really veri disppointed. my heart is like totally sank.
hope the distance between you and mi remain the same cos i scare the closer we are mre hurt on mi.

This April Foo i was so busy to fool other people but i foo by other.... Adeline! gd i was fool by you. okie at least i am not really believe. veri busy tis two day.... Li En goin to join my counter. Welcome you! today wif a news that Lawrence has resign from tampines, sad sia.... haizzz.... tis kind of thing alway happen. time will heal the wound.

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