Thursday, May 31, 2007
8:06 AM
Long time no blog le. Happy to see that u r fine. i know u r tired. worry so much about u. i didn't to remind myself but i was keep on being reminded I am a virgo gal. No happy ending in relationship. i can't change the fact. Nowadays i am so scare to be a home because i feel that i family is like stranger to mi, veri scare. The feeling i like u r living with a person u dun know veri well. I am so scare. Why is it lai tt, i rem when i was young i am not like this. i tink they did not even notice.
Sunday, May 27, 2007
wee... new blog skin
10:39 AM
wee... new blog skin.... nice leh, haha. today i am so tired haizz.... Hope that everything will be alright.
Friday, May 25, 2007
New
2:09 AM
From today onward, i wan to be a different of mi. I will try to change to become another person. I dun wan to be a new Jolene.
Thursday, May 24, 2007
11:00 AM
i know wad u mean in your blog. i a line i am refering to u and in another i am not, dun misunderstood.
can you stand in my shoes when i am so sad, i am crying and crying and crying still my eyes ball is so painful no 1 is beside mi. i alway dun let my fren to be sad, i help them i encourage them but wad i get. cry still i fall a sleep, when i wake up my tear is coming out and i stop it, reaching the school i start to cry and cry and cry. my eye is swollen. pls dun mind i say why everytime u wan to say is ur fault sort of thing. why can't u step out and settle. or our friendship is can break so easy by a crack?
if u still think the way u blog i tink your ans is yes.
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
my life has overturn. nv can turn back
7:56 AM
i have been crying and crying while blogging. i dunno why my life become like this. when i was young my grandparent love mi. after they pass away and i grow up everything is different. suddenly i wanted to tell my grandparent, i am really veri veri tired le pls bring mi to ur world. after i start working i dun feel they care for mi. they do not know wad i am doin in school. they onli noe i am goin to work after school. tis 2 day is my off day i dun feel the care from them but juz veri scare to be at home, nothing to say to them. i never get respect from anyone maybe i seem to be like an idot. nobody love mi. nobody like mi and who truly care for mi?
i got two best fren,
i msn him about my problem. he didn't really give mi an ans.
i sms another one she didn't reallly give mi an ans.
As for him..... i will reallly give up in you.
i got no family.
i got no friend.
i got no care because i have given all my care but no return
Labels: I am dead on the 23 May 2007
Saturday, May 19, 2007
11:48 AM
ytd fall a sleep wif no feeling. Too lazy to take spoon so i juz drink the cough syrupy. i tink i drink too muz... feel giddy. really dun feel so scare goin work and feel so lonely at home. Feel so scare about my life.
Friday, May 18, 2007
i tink i am not your fren le
11:22 AM
i really dunno how to espress my emotion. i feel like drawing out.
today i really feel a suddenly of myself in darkness where there are no path, i am so scare and cold. i feel like i loss everything. nothing left. veri veri scare. readers if you feel so funny u laugh bahx....
Thursday, May 17, 2007
i hate my school
3:17 AM
i am so angry today. as my teacher told us it is better to let the admin office noe that the lift is out of service then the stupid lady say i already noe. then i no happy liao i say we juz wan to let u noe then she reply mi ya i already noe. stupid lor, can't juz add a thank behind as it sound more polite lor. i can't stand them lor, they are juz so rude to be a secretary lor. This is not the first time i got tis type of attitude. Study not huaman meh
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
PLS DUN TOK ABT MY PAST
8:22 AM
Pls dun tok abt my past, i HATE my past!!
feel so fustrated today, dunno why. maybe i couldn't get to bed well....
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
10:54 AM
today is a very normal day for mi. i dun wan to describe sad for today becos i have more other day which is worst then today. haizz.....(haizz.....) has become a everyday muz do de thing. Other say lai tt will old, but i feel stress will oso old.
i feel that u dun tok or play with mi as u usually do.
Saturday, May 12, 2007
11:16 AM
虽然你有你喜欢的人, 对不起我忘不了你.
我想离开到没有你的地方, 可是我做不到.
It seem to be silly, i didn't wan to be like this.
Thursday, May 10, 2007
11:19 AM
my bro told mi not to go today, but i went. before i went i noe i will be sad but i feel if i dun go i can't get any happy but only sad.ya... there are happy moment today. but sad moment do join in.i keep on remind myself that it is my choice.After so much of memory, i finally got the answer. I noe who he love. i got the real answer. such a surprise for mi ya.my heart feel pain but i put up my smile, i told myself everything will be over soon. but i do feel happy for him. he love al nice gal.
When a relationship start, it will turn into hurt one day.
when u love someone who dun love u, there is a mixture of sweet and bitter.
when u r being love, u may be hurting someone who u dunno u r hurting.
When both r in love with each other without a relationship involve, it is a sweet and happiness memory.
as the same thing. Time will heal the wound. thank Doris for asking mi out. i am veri happy
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
feel so tired today
9:33 AM
meeting Jonathan and ade today. play until so crazy. feeling so tired, a bit feeling sick. Project left not much time, stress ar.....
Labels: Wu Gui
Sunday, May 06, 2007
thank for the Tortoise
6:18 AM
i got my most beloved tortoise. ytd when to my sis 21st birthday party. really nothing can say le... veri tired to blog my unhappy thing
Friday, May 04, 2007
Do u tink i wan
11:32 AM
I noe who u mean..... i am not angry wif u. Juz that i dun dare to ask u out, i veri scare. i wan to tok to u but u seem like not free.... thousand and thousand of word keep in my heart, veri heavy, and i have no wan to say to. sumtym i juz hope i am blind, i am death, i am mute, the best is no feeling so i dun have to be sad and hurt. hope u can understand.... i am not angry... juz..... i juz wan to say if u wan u will meet mi, if u dun.... i didn't wan to ask.