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Friday, December 14, 2007

Yeah! Holiday le 10:16 AM

Yeah! Finally my holiday start but dunno how my holiday goin to go on. Last week didn't post at all because i really very sian. (I will not like my blog full of sadness but...)Can u imagine i got 2 sister but i like a only child at home. Only talk to my mum, play game, watch VCD. I really feel that i have lost my communication, i dunno how to communicate. In my brain i am like talking to myself, really very sian. My elder sis is like moving out i didn't to her since long time at see her feel very strange, can u imagine how scary when u see ur sis as a stranger, while typing tis i very scare. My younger sis is like play games and chatting wif her fren when ever she is free i tink her fren is her family. I really feel like crying right now. I can see fren around mi, there brother and sister love them, care abt them. But i dunno why no matter how i love them or care abt them them juz dun care abt my exist. When i earn money i buy my younger sis her fav book. for my elder sis i didn't have a chance. For people who noe mi and my sis very well, maybe ur will tink i tink too much or wad but ur r not in my life every hrs, min and sec u can really make a comment because i am very hurt. My fren treat mi like this i can say forget it but they r my family, have a same blood type as mi but why. I noe there is fren around having problem too, i can understand.
last week i am having my Principle of Maketing retake, i study really hard the week end even sleeping also dream if the note because i scare i will forget what i study. lolz... I am so happy i can answer most of the question. But for Access i only do three pages , sure fail le.