=Peppermint= 1 min of happiness can change 1 life of sadness

Finally i blog ya...

2010-02-08T21:08:00.000-08:00

I know my friend miss my blog. Stop nagging ok. So let me greet you a Happy New Years in advance. Now working in a Egg tart shop, but the working day is like so little. I wont let this go on. On this days i suffer alot of stress many people look down on me including myself. i know i am useless. so i try to avoid approach my friend. Beacause those who alway have been looking down on me will even more looking down on me. Those who did not and i will think now they will. Dont blame me on saying this way cause even my family flowing with the same type of blood as me look down on me. Thanks dear for alway beside of me. Just hope that lives is short so i will not suffer so much because i cant take it anymore. Dear when i meet you the day i have become more happiness then last but when i step out of your circle and take a look everyone is pointing finger at me saying you are useless. Friend this is what i feel so long when i no blog, but i still miss you.
Li Lian i will never forget your Love Rabbit ^^

Nice mookcake

2009-10-25T23:30:00.000-07:00

Long time no blog again. Gonna share with your very nice mooncake. i know mooncake festival long ago liao but my house still got alot of mooncake. so if u want eat come my house eat. I bought one type of mooncake so nice, inside contain alcohol, nice nice and come with a super sweet gift box. And i also bought my favourite Bin Pi Yue Bing, although i like but i only eat 1 i mean share with my family not eat the whole thing.

i feel sad about the movie - blood ties

2009-09-17T01:56:00.000-07:00

i am so boring today so i want to tell your about the movie i watch that day. The show is blood ties. I think most of your heard that right cause nowadays got many nice nice movie hehe... The show is like not really got scary ghost going around but the most scary thing is i almost cry not because i too scare but i too say. The bad eggs (mean the bad guys lol....) kill the police and his wife, then they rape his wife too and your know that the show is a M18 show so can see everything in eyes at the moment i wanted to cry because the girl is so nice person and she already die still rape her and even more angry is after they rape cut her face. Most nice part comes, nice ending. The pervert bad egg got kill by the dead police. you know how? wahaha.... he cut the man that part down still bloody and stuff it into his mouth. serve him right! but really cant forget the sad part, whenever i think of that i feel very uncomfortable. I love te nice ending.

2009-09-16T00:24:00.000-07:00

Yeah yesterday go shopping with dear. after we go eat tim sum. the char siew pao so nice.

Then we went to marina square. Guess what i got there?

i got this Vintage Doreamon. i am really so happy. wee~~

dear and me caught together.

Later on we went to eat billy bombers

we eat....

Seafood feast =)

I eat...

Fish n fries -.<

Dear eat....

Ribs O.O

My Vintage Doreamon

The End of my day =)

2009-09-16T00:16:00.000-07:00

Sorry to all... so long didn't blog. first just want to thanks all for coming to my birthday especially Li Lian cause u are so nice!! Not going to blog my picture cause it is not really nice, but i can blog the picture of my cake, very nice cause i design de lor/... hehe....

nice right!!!

Quitting my job

2009-06-30T04:26:00.000-07:00

hey frenz sorry long time no update.. just quit my job cause so sian liao. if your want to know i work where ask me. hehe...

Sweet Valentine <3

2009-02-15T10:03:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine to all! Really have a great and sweet valentine with dear dear. Thanks dear dear for the flower and the cute bear. I love the roses from you. We went to have our dinner at Paris Buffet resturant. We so happy that we eaten the big oyster and we only eat 1 because we think that nice thing 1 is enough. I love you dear dear!! muackz!

best shoot that day =]

celebrate first christmas with dear dear

2008-12-25T09:06:00.000-08:00

This is the first year celebrate christmas with dear dear. thank dear pei wo and my sweetie and J2 eat steam boat and sing k until morning some more need to work the next day. really happy spending this christmas with him. Funny thing is while i smoke my cigrette poke a guy pant and he jump up then i quickly say sorry to him and faster walk away, then i realise my cigrette burn liao. i think the guy pant got 1 whole liao. after that we go sing k liao, hope dear like the song i sing for him, hehe... thank bear bear I Love You!

Merry christmas to all!!!!

know dear dear for 1 month le^^

2008-11-11T22:50:00.000-08:00

today i know dear dear for 1 month le. Can't believe i love him so much. Thank for his care and concern to mi. during this month we got a break up and realise how much we love each other. and today we patch up. hahas... just to let dear know i also hope to be with you forever. <33

2008-10-30T11:55:00.000-07:00

Have a really fun birthday. Thank ade, ame, cam and charmaine for celebrating my birthday. but sad no nice photo = (

funny taxi driver

2008-08-24T19:30:00.000-07:00

yesterday i take cab to work, the driver so funny lor, i told him i wanted to go to Bukit timah plaza. then i told him to stop at the petrol station the he turn in direct into the petrol station. then he ask me i thought u want to go to bukit timah plaza, then i say yup, then he ask me where, then i say neh, opposite the road. Then he laugh very very loud suddenly, i so shock then also laugh.

2008-08-15T12:45:00.000-07:00

Many thing has happen recently. serene mum has just pass away, suddenly feel very sad as i see her mum before. Serene i hope u will be strong. Don't be too sad. Jia you!

sad, hurt~

2008-08-05T02:55:00.000-07:00

Could not get to find Ade the whole day, call him last night no reply, sms her also no reply... haizz... have been quarrel with my sister over a computer, actually i was so happy to have the day off today cause i can rest but now i hope i shouldn't. My sister use 1 sentence to let me give in. She say you got no friend to play with you. I was really hurt, tears roll down my face drop by drop, i was sad because i know i got no friend but i keep telling myself i have friends, she is like using a sharp knife stab and stab into my heart, she want to play because many friend wanted to play with her, i know. She is my sister other may not believe that whatever i did or say is good for her, i care so much for her because we are flowing the sane blood, how did she manage to say such word, i don't understand. Later my dad shouted at me, he misunderstand me. what a bad day.

i got my Cert!!!

2008-06-13T20:18:00.000-07:00

Yeah! i got my cert! even though the GPA is not that good but this is my standard, went back to look for eunice, i am really very happy and touch on what you say, it really motivate me. when people look down on us you make me feel that ITE is the best. you are my very best teacher.

my best optical

2008-06-02T11:03:00.000-07:00

when to collect my contact lens yesterday. Recently thinking of changing optical but now i totally change my mind. why---> because last month my lens broke and i ask my mum to go order for me as i do not have time to do so, my mum went down and dont know what to say so she pass the phone to the person and i told him can you get my lens done as soon as possible cause my lens broke and he told me is if i get half year i will i pair free and i say well since i am going to get half year also so he give mi the free lens first. when i went to collect my mum ask why is there pair without box and he say it the free 1 and i say i already got my free pair and he say in a very sincerely maner it ok... i am say him best is not because he give me free l lah is because they care for their customer somemore i am their regular customer. I last time de staff, they no longer working there.

work work work

2008-06-01T08:09:00.000-07:00

hey hey... i'm back, so long never blog le cause busy work work work and left my little time for my fav games, haha... compare the work that i working now with my first job i see customer i see last time they are really rich. But many problem about my colleugemake me really fan lor. tomorrow got to work again, haizz...

2008-04-15T20:59:00.000-07:00

Has already gradute for quite sometime. Congrate my fren who get into poly. For me i know something very important only when i gradute, which is i am so usless. For the experience i get the last 3 years, the courses i took in my company last 3 year, my studies they now become rubbish. It convince me that experience is not important, cert is not important. so what is important? It is look and how clever u are. so what i am hardworking, i have cert, i have experience. Just that i am ugly and i am stupid. No comment pls.

The Sims 3 coming!

2008-03-21T21:21:00.001-07:00

My favourite game, The sims 3 will be out at 2009. Disappointed that sims 3 dun seem to be a nice 1. http://thesims3.ea.com/screens.php

The Leap Years

2008-03-18T09:00:00.000-07:00

When to watch the movie The Leap Years with two pretty girls today. This movie is nice. Very meaningful. I wanted to watch this movie for long lucky i got watch if not i will regret.

Sims 3 coming soon

2008-03-15T14:01:00.001-07:00

Yeah! The Sims 3 is coming soon. But still don't know the date yet. Update soon!

Exam finally over

2008-03-12T07:09:00.000-07:00

POM exam finally over. really got no confident in the paper. Most of the question i can't remember the answer. Hope can aleast get a pass. i forgot what to post le.

Unreasonable person

2008-03-09T09:23:00.000-07:00

I want to play audition for awhile and i meet tis kind of people. The girl Jovyna keep asking mi to let her win yet she keeping missing. When which team win she change to that team, know why she keep changing cause which team she go to the team will lose. People help her cover the score and she say sure lose sure lose then don't want to play. lol... See the different of the score.

hmm...

2008-03-07T06:58:00.000-08:00

Now working hard for my POM. very very scare, scare will fail. Thank my fren for ur encourage, I will Jiayou de. Like to disturb my cousin when they come home. Kimberly wan to take picture with my tortoise, "i charge her $1 per min".

I told her not to cover the tortoise face cos the tortoise more cute. haha...

O.O

2008-02-28T10:30:00.000-08:00

Mummy cook corn soup that day so sweet but quite oily lo, so i juz eat the sweet corn. some more the corn got different colour.

keyboard spoilt

2008-02-28T09:00:00.000-08:00

Hiazz... sad lah my keyboard spoilt. like my fault lor. Project all done, very happy with my flash project.Last retake paper. Jiayou Jolene!! Pass your Marketing!!! ^^

Anyone interested?

2008-02-24T03:34:00.000-08:00

Hey! anyone interested in this shade?
Mango Shade
-Never use before, it new
-unique at the side with pearl deco
-selling at $24.90

Really interested the price can talk.

My Fav song sang in my fav show

2008-02-23T12:56:00.000-08:00

The damn nice 1?? see more behind

后悔

听见

小柏跳Hip Hop

A sucky day.

2008-02-22T10:56:00.000-08:00

Went to jurong point to buy a pair of slipper. Only left the display so i try the left side which is on display and i told the sale assistant that i going to wear straight away. paid her, walk two step and feel that the right foot is tight, so i am asking can i change to another design and she say promotion item cannot change. I didn't even step out of the shop yet. i tink she just want to sell the last pair. Nevermind i forgive her cause the silpper no bad. lolz... went to school to do project still 7pm then went to Cineleisure to accompany adeline. waolao u know what her push cart is at second floor and my arm is putting on the bar. While i am talking to Ade someone spilt the saliva on my arm. Disgusting lor. Childish boy. CURSE HIM!!!!

i hate Eric seah

2008-02-18T06:33:00.000-08:00

Now MSN has this who block you thing. wow see the list of friend who delete me think some really not close at all so feel not really sad. But 1 of a friend delete me i feel quite sad. recently think of him only. His my colleague last, can't really forget him because is really funny. whenevr i am angry of the idiot customer he will say something that LMAO. Remember once we went to the backstore to take big plastic, as it is really heavy and he say something funny plus his stupid reaction i LMAO and he say stop laughing, i can't carry when i laugh. lolzz... Once my supervisor told me once we are closing the shuttle is half close, the drink fridge is near the shuttle, my supervisor point to the fridge and tell him to lock with the key given to him, he when to lock the shuttle which is done by the duty manager. I Laugh still crazy. When customer came to take lot of big plastic then he will say they are going to make raincoat with the plastic. lol... Funny! no wonder no reply from him last few week. NVM... Tian wu bu shan zhi yan xi.

Celebrating daddy birthday

2008-02-17T23:00:00.000-08:00

Celebrating daddy birthday at my auntie house. realise my cousin grow up alot. Brought him a doreamon that absorb sunlight for him because i like the doreamon, haha... (Dun tink i tink of myself only). i also brought him a lucky four leave keychain. And it really bring him luck that day.

Happy New Year!!

2008-02-09T08:09:00.000-08:00

today is a very interesting day. went to my cousin house. very lucky play card win money lo. after eating my dad wan drive us to watch movie so quickly go toilet first, then the lock is quite tight i can't unlock it then my cousin came to ask me iszit that i can't unlock, mean the is really tight. Then she told mi to turn harder but can't work. then my little cousin run out to tell everyone that i am lock in the toilet. lolz, so pai seh lor. They start to pass me clothes , gloves and rubber band but still can't work. lol, everyone come and help me. they use hammer to knock the lock abit lose the i manage to turn another direction to unlock, inside for 10min. Really so pai seh. My cousin husband feel pai seh also. So quickly head to watch the Ah Long Pte Ltd movie, a nice and funny movie. Straight away after that i watch the Kungfu dunk with Jia Hui and LiLian, Jia Hui friend join us. After the movie we accompany Jia Hui to wait for her friend de friend to come. His friend came and we intro ourself. The guy call Byran, he ask me from which school and i say Fuhua then he ask mi whether i know Jun Jie and i say ya and also class, it is really concident Byran is Jun Jie cousin and he just visit him before he come. Then he ask my LiLian which school and Lian say Jin Tai sec then he say he is frome Jin Tai sec, her senior and also know Pei Pei which is LiLian good friend which is same school with us now. REALLY CONCIDENT RIGHT! OMG!

it is so pai seh to be supended from audition sea

2008-02-09T07:05:00.000-08:00

There were event holding on during chinese new year period. There is one person begin post by GM say he/she has been suspended begin misconducted in audition sea. lol... so pai seh de lor. Nice Job GM. there so much irritating people le.

the movie Vanished

2008-01-26T09:55:00.000-08:00

Today me and adeline go watch the movie Vanished. This the worst time i have ever in the cinema. There were a whole big crowd of kid, i tink they are secondary school age. In the middle of the show they were like talking making fun of the show and having some childish acts. I tot while watch shd be in slience? why it is like a market.Somemore there were 1 row of girl sitting at the back row corner, they were like screaming like hell when there is only a shadow appear, they were screaming and screaming and obviously they are purposely. OMG! i can't really have a good movie. we pay $9.50 to see them being childish. the girl keep saying "i very scare" =.=" then go out lah. They are really so rude.

The movie is quite nice, i tink first time watch horror movie got scare mi, but not like screaming lor.

i had enough of it lah!

2008-01-18T09:37:00.000-08:00

I really have enough of it lah!!
Refer to the stupid laogong nick
Open up ur big stupid eyes and see the room name.
Dun scold vuglar language in my Room.
Stop being a childish baby acting stupid act because it is very irritating!!
Dun scold mi Noob when u can't even play dynamic 4 well.

New Idea for my flash project

2008-01-15T09:50:00.000-08:00

Yeah finally got new idea for my flash project. My POM got 40.5/50, well done to mi, haha... Today i have fishball noodle for lunch then the uncle nv give fishball. lolzz... Fishball noodles no fishball.

Trip to TP

2008-01-12T08:05:00.000-08:00

make a trip to Temasek Ploy open house with Li Lian. so excited. Before i went out, thinking that if they give mi a goodies bag it will be very troublesome because after that we are goin out to shop for clothes. So i bring a bigger bag so i can dump all the brouches into my bag but u noe wad, they give mi a goodies bag which is bigger than my bag, diao... =.=" so i dump my whole bag into the goodies bag. The school and courses is attractive but there like got social problem, haha... Saw Sammantha at Tampines. Saw Ade and Ame at Marine Square, so concident.

I got left with nothing

2008-01-09T19:34:00.000-08:00

I don't want to go home. But i got no where to go. I got left with nothing.

Wee... get good mark for POM

2008-01-08T04:52:00.000-08:00

weeee.... heard from Eunice Ang that i did quite well for my princple of marketing retest. Really so happy cos my effort is not wasted... But i have did really bad for my presentation today. Really will be very busy later. At module come to an end lor, so worry abt my flash project, cos i scare i can't do wad i wan. And also my Marketing final yr exam. i must work hard le. have to jy to myself le.

My new pencil case. cute rite?

Merry Christmas

2007-12-25T03:00:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas to all my friends!!

First time having a wonderful with my Bestie Ade, my dear gal Ame. And lilian Joe and Will. This i dun have to celebrate my christmas with turkey and Log cake. haha... When to Star pub with them after work. Drink, games, Fun, so happy today thank all!!

Goin drinking at chill bar

2007-12-18T04:58:00.000-08:00

Ytd i goin pub wif Ade, Ame and Will. Really very happy, we play games, i am so slow keep losing got to drink but really very fun. Thank Ade and Ame. Hope to go again soon.

Saw Mervin at Tong Bahru

2007-12-15T05:12:00.000-08:00

Today i when to tong Bahru with Jia Hui. Have not been seeing "marker" for long even when i go there. But i saw him working there so surprise some more is sudden flash of him standing in the shop.

Yeah! Holiday le

2007-12-14T10:16:00.000-08:00

Yeah! Finally my holiday start but dunno how my holiday goin to go on. Last week didn't post at all because i really very sian. (I will not like my blog full of sadness but...)Can u imagine i got 2 sister but i like a only child at home. Only talk to my mum, play game, watch VCD. I really feel that i have lost my communication, i dunno how to communicate. In my brain i am like talking to myself, really very sian. My elder sis is like moving out i didn't to her since long time at see her feel very strange, can u imagine how scary when u see ur sis as a stranger, while typing tis i very scare. My younger sis is like play games and chatting wif her fren when ever she is free i tink her fren is her family. I really feel like crying right now. I can see fren around mi, there brother and sister love them, care abt them. But i dunno why no matter how i love them or care abt them them juz dun care abt my exist. When i earn money i buy my younger sis her fav book. for my elder sis i didn't have a chance. For people who noe mi and my sis very well, maybe ur will tink i tink too much or wad but ur r not in my life every hrs, min and sec u can really make a comment because i am very hurt. My fren treat mi like this i can say forget it but they r my family, have a same blood type as mi but why. I noe there is fren around having problem too, i can understand.
last week i am having my Principle of Maketing retake, i study really hard the week end even sleeping also dream if the note because i scare i will forget what i study. lolz... I am so happy i can answer most of the question. But for Access i only do three pages , sure fail le.

Team Buliding (bowling)

2007-12-12T06:26:00.000-08:00

today the school BIT student went to west coast recreation center for the team building games, bowling. it is fun and instead of competiting with other classes but wif jia hui and corrine because Jia Hui wan us to accompany her to Vivo city. When to Vivo after that jia hui and mi brought a bracalet, very unique

feel so alone

2007-11-23T11:06:00.000-08:00

Nowadays i feel really alone, is like people around mi igonre mi. i really dunno why. even my sister dun wanna tok to mi. is like a sudden change on her. i am very very scare why is tis happen to mi. i feel i am living alone.

Another thing is to reply to a friend that PM mi in game. I want to say is i am not angry wif u because i can straight away tell u i got no feeling of anger or wad. you go think bahx, during the peroid we work together how i treat u, and u did told mi i don't treat u bad at all. and think again how u treat mi, how many sorry have you say to mi?? i also cnt rem wor. I am really not angry but disappointed. sry to say that if in my past life i treat u badly, i tink in my present life i have already return. pls stand in our shoes.

Bring the elderly to the fun fair

2007-11-18T07:03:00.000-08:00

Today i help to bring the elderly to the Fun Fair at East Coast park. Haha the auntie very cute lor, remind mi my Lovely grandma. I really have a great day with them. But very angry is that when i want to help the elderly to collect the goodies bag and i want to let them take first so i walk out the queue, a stupid auntie that look rich say dunno where this two gal come frm. She even more gready lor, take so many, she remind mi of the ugly customer. Herm!! nvm dun spoit my day. Another thing is very concident is the event committee is Mr Baey relative.

First time see Bad Egg

2007-11-16T09:59:00.000-08:00

Today help my daddy to cook. He is goin to cook the 3 steam egg, which has Salted Egg+Century Egg+Eggs. Then i crack the 2nd salted egg, the egg yoke come out is black. Scare mi sia. Pls imagine a yellow egg yoke become a pure BLACK yoke. Some more very smelly. When i eat the egg i tink og the black yoke i feel like vomiting.

i am sick of my life

2007-11-15T12:40:00.000-08:00

I am really sick of my life! i know in alot of people eyes i am juz a useless rubbish, dun wan to study, slacking, onli noe how to play games. Maybe to mi is nth le, in my pass 18 life i has been look dw by people. But i juz wan to say i got my pride, sumtime my pride get really hurt. Last time i need to work very hard and oso study and show that i am slacking, but didn't i try to study hard now? Did i given a chance? i have no confident in myself even study, CA alway say i can to it, ty of showing mi that i can do it but environment showing mi that i really cnt do it. I am juz a failure!

box the unbrella guy

2007-11-12T22:50:00.000-08:00

=3 box the unbrella guy! today go out start to rain heavly. Then quickly walk to bus-stop by shelter. Then when the bus reach i stand in the bus-stop wait for other to board then i board, see the unbrella guy board the bus le so i quickly run the he stop moving at the door there close umbrella, i am under the rain, in my heart thinking faster go in lah. then i like being splash water, then he saw and say Opps! Sorry. Wad the point... so pai seh my hair is dripping water. haizz...

Nice Ma? Not mi lah the editing...

Energy is here again!

2007-11-06T08:58:00.000-08:00

Went to hereen to see Energy, first time have hugging session. Rem when i was young i alway hope to have hugging session, but now feel pai seh lor. Now i feel that their singing dun have the feel they use to have last time. feel disappointed. But their dance i will nv feel disappointed de lah, they dance very well, and oso Milk. ^^

Kunda and Xiao Gang

Mock test coming, got to study hard le.

a dam fucking day

2007-10-29T07:24:00.000-07:00

today really a fucking day lor. i juz late for 1 day whole family nag at mi. sianzz... i tink they really dun understand mi at all. i noe wad to do. keep on saying mi like wad i had done, keep putting fault on mi. WTF. i late they nag, i go on time did they ever praise? i spare a tot for them did they spare a tot for mi. how will u feel if everyone keep on u on a same thing? sad rite?!

eat spicy ramen

2007-10-28T04:20:00.000-07:00

Ytd Mi, Ah Li and Jia Xin meet up Pei Meng to pass her her birthday present. Hope she like the present. we taken a picture there.

Ltr Jia Hui came to meet us to go eat ramen. the ramen not bad lah.

Which 1 look nice??

last esp of 校园歌喉战

2007-10-20T07:32:00.000-07:00

today is the last esp of 校园歌喉战. sad lah, Xiao Xiao out of the competition le. but watch some of the other esp in front realise more sad cos the judge say he can be a singer as he really has a nice voice. he very de lor.

so cute rite

Y prom at the park

2007-10-20T01:42:00.000-07:00

today i went to do voleenter work wif Jonathan my classmate, the Y Prom at the park by YMCA. It is fun but really hot. But the children have fun, they look so happy. But we r so tired.

my first semester S&W

2007-10-19T07:41:00.000-07:00

today i having my first s&w of tis week, long time no run veri tired. 8 round of carpark, lucky i nv have muscle cramp. doin my PBL wif Lilian.................................
really can't stand some audition clubber, go in the rm when enough people can start then they leave, stupid rite, then muz invite again. Haizz... dunno how they think lor.

U juz care about audition... Do u care about my feeling

2007-10-16T20:39:00.000-07:00

I can't ytd, feeling really sad as i feel u have change to another person. I do not wan to quarrel wif you. I juz hope that u noe wad i am try to say. I am your Good Friend not ur Game Mate. In game u didn't care how i feel and juz asking for Bmp. Not that i dun wan to play fast song. I know i am noob u r pro. And i oso wan to let u noe that sumtime ur temper not good i noe u noe, i juz hope u can control, dun tink like if u dun like dun be my fren sort of thingy. I am ur fren i say tis for your own good. Hope that sumtime u can care about my feeling. i am not angry juz feel hurt. I wan to blog tis here because i dunno how to say to you. Hope u understand and in the whole entry i didn't be rude or scolding.

Lan Shop

2007-10-16T07:39:00.000-07:00

today i wan to blog about Lan Shop. i realise 1 thing is that whenever i when to lan shop wif my girl friend the counter staff will sure walk to our table, lolzz... i tink tis is rare for them to have female customer. haha.... bo bian lah cos all my girl friend are so sweet haha..... today i slack at home. actually wan go k-box but wake up late so i didn't go.

First day of school

2007-10-15T12:43:00.001-07:00

Today is the first day of school. See the time table le, no bad lah. Lucky i never late for school today. hee.....

Yeah new hairstyle

2007-10-13T12:25:00.000-07:00

Yeah i go cut hair le. so happy, when with my mei. I love my Hair. haha.... then went to CCK play audition, it is bored i tink. Next i went to westmall de coffee bean study. Den i when to look for Jia Hui. and 1 funny thing happen is that i didn't noe that coffee bean sell pasta, and i am thinking why the angmo bring the pasta from pastamania to coffeebean, lolz....

tired

2007-09-27T22:58:00.000-07:00

Last blog i say i wan to make a decision. the thing is i have resigned from Giant... haha, so happy. Like got no regret. My school holiday like nothing fun lor. haizz.... 3 day doin stock take at daiso, it is fun but tired like camping, lolzz

i scare i regret

2007-09-15T09:10:00.000-07:00

i have made a decision. i wish that this decision can faster made. i really scare that i will regret. i tink i will blog it when i do it. i tink i will be veri relax le.. long time no blog guess wad am i doin... haha... i am crazy abt audition.

today is my birthday!

2007-08-28T11:41:00.001-07:00

today really veri surprise... really thank to Lilian, Jia Hui, Jia Xin and Qiuting for giving mi such a memories birthday.

a sad birthday

2007-08-28T11:41:00.000-07:00

tml is my birthday, i feel that i am veri sad... i am having a very unhappy birthday comparing to my past 18 life... wad i done to deserve tis. Lost of laptop and all such unlucky thing. but still have to thank to lilian, Jia Hui and qiuting de birthday song.

i lost my laptop

2007-08-22T01:26:00.000-07:00

tis two day happen alot of thing, now i then have the little mood to blog. I lost my laptop. i am really very sad, i really goin crazy. i still got to pay for my instalment for 10 months. i am so bad luck. it missing, it wired....

I know the secret of the secret

2007-08-10T11:13:00.000-07:00

when to watch the Secret movie wif my fren. I can rate the movie as very good because most of the part is perfect. Jay so pro come out such a nice movie. But very sad miss another movie

got complaint again

2007-08-04T23:15:00.000-07:00

today i shouted at a customer because she shouted at mi first where i didn't say anything. suck rite! i study retail course and oso take customer relation module as it is a common sense thingy. but nobody will really noe where they work in my position, even though we are also service line but our customer is juz damm different from other, dunno why.... they are juz so different. i tot Stanley will scold mi but lucky he nv, he oso nv side the customer juz that he have to change the cooker for the customer because his staff has got a complaint.. sometime i feel that i am very useless. i dunno is people around mi make mi feel so or wad.

went to Doris BBQ

2007-08-01T11:16:00.000-07:00

Today when to doris BBQ, quite fun de. Eat still veri full. Btw wish Doris a Happy Belated birthday!! Saw Mai Fong and Yao Guang today, really miss them so much.

worry and scare

2007-07-31T22:11:00.000-07:00

auntie poh hong resign le. i suddenly feel so sad and worry. suddenly my heart is veri worry leh. i really dunno wad i am goin to do now, shd i resign or shd i transfer.

such a bad day

2007-07-26T10:15:00.000-07:00

today rushing to meet Lilian they all sum more raining so i take cab to IMM. Lucky lilian rem got shuttle bus to Jurong point so nv waste money take cab lor. The at macdonald do project still 8pm. When to buy shihlin Chicken, haizz.... so sway go and buy there, no system at all. The staff slow like snail, dun even noe how to read the name on the receipt. Work there muz noe ma. already so slow another staff juz stand there watch. Then the chicken is so little like sum 1 have eaten half of it. My God..... Then i go bubble tea, the auntie keep on starring at our chicken then when i wan to take my money out the auntie go touch the chicken, siao de lor. wan to noe wad dunno how to ask iszit. damm angry.

really sick of working there.

2007-07-14T12:48:00.000-07:00

today working wif shasha and Jasimah. customer come to the counter non stop. we do not have a min rest. i have to quickly clear the flag but refund come more and more. i dun serve the customer at the front the customer will come to mi. Really damm tired, i lost a 80 stamps for the cookware. i really dun have the time to tink of a solution so see wad will happen tml. i didn't even have time to go for my dinner break. work still 1am then i finish everything. Lucky TODAY de Mr Stanley never nag at mi, quietly sitting there wait for mi to finish my work. For my mood juz now if he nag at mi i sure scold him back so what he is my manager. haha, today he different maybe he is wearing spect, lol.... btw the feeling juz now is i really feel like crying at shout for help!.
Sumtime i really dunno whether i am so bad luck or i am so careless. bad thing seem to happen to mi.
When i look at my fren picture i though came to mi. some fren i am really good wif and i can tok any everything. but sum fren they let mi feel that they dun really treat mi as a fren and for mi i have nothing to tok to them. really scare to meet them any where cos i feel wierd.

2007-07-13T12:11:00.000-07:00

Nowaday still think how has he been...

i lost my cert

2007-07-12T04:25:00.000-07:00

today i wanted to hand my MC to teacher and oso ask for AL for my course. When i wan to check my calander and see which day and i realise is today. SHIT! I hate myself that i forgot abt it. I lost my Cert. I am sad because this cert will benefit mi in future. I am so sad. Awaited so long and i lose the chance.

u let mi know how useless i am

2007-07-11T01:05:00.000-07:00

the chalet i loss $72. such a big loss, if the chalet is a fun 1 at least we shd be happy but it is not. Really so short of money. Handphone bill 100+ haven paid. dunno how am i goin to pay. Working place all food court, expensive food. 1 meal is at least $4.5o. i only left with 130 dollars. Yet i dad scolded mi, say the sentence that i have been work but i did not benefit anything. and oso say that i dun wan to go to school. he say that he will never help mi with my bill. For last year i paid my notebook bill by myself yet he say so. Because of all this bill i got bad record in school for poor attendence. i have been so hard yet i get all tis sentence from his mouth. i am not him, i am young. every month pay notebook bill, handphone bill, my transportation, my dinner.

class chalet

2007-07-07T13:58:00.000-07:00

upload last sat de pic which is my terriable day. but thank for my fren go K-box wif mi. crazy at there.

didn't blog for 1 week.

Monday

still tinking will he still come back to work, all of the fren tink he will sure come back to work but i tink he won't and he didn't. i dun feel good because he angry wif mi on sat.

Tuesday

1st day of class chalet. go buy thing wif my fren for chalet drop my thing at the chalet and meet up my fren at marina square. think to call them when i reach there. what a concident i met them when i walk out from the MRT door. saw him wif a shock and feel pai seh abt sat. really dunno that i will see him again cos he say he dun wan to meet us after he resign. Eat and chit-chat at Paris resturant. Went to esplanade after that. Really have fun. can't wait to have the next gathering with them. Went back to chalet after that to join my fren.

Wednesday

can't wake up early to make breakfast for them. Wake up at 9am make breakfast. Go white sand shopping mall buy cake for the birthday Jia Hui. Having BBQ at nite. Too much food left, wasted. start cleaning prepare for the next day check out.

Thursday

Ready to check out. Went to white sand shopping mall with Jia Xin, LiLian and Benedict eat lunch. So tired still got to go work in the afternoon.

Friday

Full shift damm tired.

i really dunno wad i done

2007-07-02T09:53:00.000-07:00

Mi and Mervin has to stay back for a customer which bought 8 trolley of thing. Serve him still 8pm settle the delivery. In my heart i am very kan jong cos i am meeting Li En and see mun at 6pm. Still haven count my sales yet. Ask Mr Nizam for wraps to wrap up the trolley. he told us to go and get from Stanley in the office, since we r goin to back store so i ask him whether wan to push the trolley so that we can safe sometime. after saying this he angry wif mi, i really dunno wad i done. He push by himself didn't wan to tok to mi. ask him where is he goin oso no ans, waited him behind for so long still i not goin to wait i go cashroom to punch my card and i saw him there prepare goin home. In my heart i am feeling so angry, wad i done to deserve tis. waiting for him behind like a fool. i am really so sad. He angry wif mi on the last day of him in Giant. Interesting ya, his character leave my story on 30 June 2007.

What happen to u

2007-06-27T08:12:00.000-07:00

Really so disppointed to see u like this. What happen to u actually. u seem to be funny after that day. Really dun wan to see u tis way cos i truly treat u as a good fren.

haizz... really feeling so confuse this few days. feel so angry cos i can't help my fren.

last week actually happen lot of thing during the chalet. i can really see who my fren. sorry to ur, i finally noe wad ur did is good for mi, i love ur alway.

and for my bestie i love u too.

Meeting Charmine Doris and michella on monday.

Chalet on 19,20 and 21 June

2007-06-22T12:29:00.000-07:00

Have not been blog for a long time. i was at my chalet. tinking that it shd be a wonderful one but it is not.
i never noe that thing have turn out this way. i noe it is my fault. i plan the food and everything very well but i never take care of my fren.

Word for my 9 years plus bestie Adeline
Sorry that i did not intro u to my frenz
sorry that i never serve u the food
sorry that i have left u out
sorry that i have bring u to tis chalet
all the listed above i noe is my fault.
i alway want to explain to u that i plan to spend the mid nite toking to u and Jon but u have left.
and i will never expected that u will say tis sentence in ur blog.
i dun mind losing them as a fren. i am really so sad. everytime i repeating seeing tis sentence i hope i am dreaming. can't imagine tis sentence come from ur entry.

(tis go to ur last 2nd paragraph)
sorry for not being a good fren in the pass 9 years
when i have problem i alway disturb u wan u to listen. i never stand in ur shoes.
i never ever solve ur problem but i want u to tell mi ur problem.
sorry, i am so useless to be ur fren.

in tis chalet i am really so tired. i plan to explain to u after the chalet after a gd nite sleep, by the time i wake up it is too late. word has all blog out. i tink u will not wan any explaination.

i alway wan to explain.

tis truly mean wad i wan to say but i never has any sarcastic tone, really never.
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next i really need to apologise to all my fren at the chalet. Li En, See mun, Yee ling, michelle, Mervin, Doris.
sorry i spoilt ur chalet. and ur noe wad i am saying sorry for. i can never feel better for wad i done.
Thank for everyone of ur care and word to mi.
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After booking out go have breakfast with my mate, playing games. reach home around 3pm, lay down my thing take a bath and meet up jia hui and lilian at woodland. while goin home in the bus nearly fall off from the seat, too tired le. can't tink of anything that day.

2007-06-13T09:28:00.000-07:00

today got new "delivery man", haha.... but i still miss Eddy. hee.... new delivery man treat mi drink coffee in the morning and nasi lemak + orange juice for lunch.... haha, so good ar. dun feel like goin home after work so stay there still very late. Doris why no work!!!!!!! veri boring leh!!!!

2007-06-11T10:25:00.000-07:00

today i near cause my fren into trouble. hope nothing happen tml.

Dougnut factory

2007-06-09T20:44:00.000-07:00

Ytd got flag day. When to buy dounut factory. Que for 3 hours. haha.....

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can't wait to go for the chalet at June. I have to plan a good 1.

I saw Joel today

2007-06-03T10:57:00.001-07:00

Today i work morning full but i dun seem that tired. See him today. quite happy. i saw my primary school fren today. At first i dun really reconise him, he ask mi where is my store manager and i say u can't see my store manager onli duty manager. Then i tink he is my primary school fren so i tok the time card frm him and see Joel Chai Rong Quan. my god it him.... didn't see him for abt 5 years le. Not bad still can reconise him ar. I have been tinking where has he gone in this five year.

2007-06-02T11:01:00.000-07:00

when to my cousin wedding dinner today. feel so happy for her that she has found her right man. she is veri happy. Feel happy for her too.

2007-05-31T08:06:00.000-07:00

Long time no blog le. Happy to see that u r fine. i know u r tired. worry so much about u. i didn't to remind myself but i was keep on being reminded I am a virgo gal. No happy ending in relationship. i can't change the fact. Nowadays i am so scare to be a home because i feel that i family is like stranger to mi, veri scare. The feeling i like u r living with a person u dun know veri well. I am so scare. Why is it lai tt, i rem when i was young i am not like this. i tink they did not even notice.

wee... new blog skin

2007-05-27T10:39:00.000-07:00

wee... new blog skin.... nice leh, haha. today i am so tired haizz.... Hope that everything will be alright.

New

2007-05-25T02:09:00.000-07:00

From today onward, i wan to be a different of mi. I will try to change to become another person. I dun wan to be a new Jolene.

2007-05-24T11:00:00.000-07:00

i know wad u mean in your blog. i a line i am refering to u and in another i am not, dun misunderstood.
can you stand in my shoes when i am so sad, i am crying and crying and crying still my eyes ball is so painful no 1 is beside mi. i alway dun let my fren to be sad, i help them i encourage them but wad i get. cry still i fall a sleep, when i wake up my tear is coming out and i stop it, reaching the school i start to cry and cry and cry. my eye is swollen. pls dun mind i say why everytime u wan to say is ur fault sort of thing. why can't u step out and settle. or our friendship is can break so easy by a crack?
if u still think the way u blog i tink your ans is yes.

my life has overturn. nv can turn back

2007-05-23T07:56:00.000-07:00

i have been crying and crying while blogging. i dunno why my life become like this. when i was young my grandparent love mi. after they pass away and i grow up everything is different. suddenly i wanted to tell my grandparent, i am really veri veri tired le pls bring mi to ur world. after i start working i dun feel they care for mi. they do not know wad i am doin in school. they onli noe i am goin to work after school. tis 2 day is my off day i dun feel the care from them but juz veri scare to be at home, nothing to say to them. i never get respect from anyone maybe i seem to be like an idot. nobody love mi. nobody like mi and who truly care for mi?

i got two best fren,
i msn him about my problem. he didn't really give mi an ans.
i sms another one she didn't reallly give mi an ans.

As for him..... i will reallly give up in you.

i got no family.
i got no friend.
i got no care because i have given all my care but no return

2007-05-19T11:48:00.000-07:00

ytd fall a sleep wif no feeling. Too lazy to take spoon so i juz drink the cough syrupy. i tink i drink too muz... feel giddy. really dun feel so scare goin work and feel so lonely at home. Feel so scare about my life.

i tink i am not your fren le

2007-05-18T11:22:00.000-07:00

i really dunno how to espress my emotion. i feel like drawing out.

today i really feel a suddenly of myself in darkness where there are no path, i am so scare and cold. i feel like i loss everything. nothing left. veri veri scare. readers if you feel so funny u laugh bahx....

i hate my school

2007-05-17T03:17:00.000-07:00

i am so angry today. as my teacher told us it is better to let the admin office noe that the lift is out of service then the stupid lady say i already noe. then i no happy liao i say we juz wan to let u noe then she reply mi ya i already noe. stupid lor, can't juz add a thank behind as it sound more polite lor. i can't stand them lor, they are juz so rude to be a secretary lor. This is not the first time i got tis type of attitude. Study not huaman meh

PLS DUN TOK ABT MY PAST

2007-05-16T08:22:00.000-07:00

Pls dun tok abt my past, i HATE my past!!
feel so fustrated today, dunno why. maybe i couldn't get to bed well....

2007-05-15T10:54:00.000-07:00

today is a very normal day for mi. i dun wan to describe sad for today becos i have more other day which is worst then today. haizz.....(haizz.....) has become a everyday muz do de thing. Other say lai tt will old, but i feel stress will oso old.
i feel that u dun tok or play with mi as u usually do.

2007-05-12T11:16:00.000-07:00

虽然你有你喜欢的人, 对不起我忘不了你.
我想离开到没有你的地方, 可是我做不到.
It seem to be silly, i didn't wan to be like this.

2007-05-10T11:19:00.000-07:00

my bro told mi not to go today, but i went. before i went i noe i will be sad but i feel if i dun go i can't get any happy but only sad.ya... there are happy moment today. but sad moment do join in.i keep on remind myself that it is my choice.After so much of memory, i finally got the answer. I noe who he love. i got the real answer. such a surprise for mi ya.my heart feel pain but i put up my smile, i told myself everything will be over soon. but i do feel happy for him. he love al nice gal.
When a relationship start, it will turn into hurt one day.
when u love someone who dun love u, there is a mixture of sweet and bitter.
when u r being love, u may be hurting someone who u dunno u r hurting.
When both r in love with each other without a relationship involve, it is a sweet and happiness memory.
as the same thing. Time will heal the wound. thank Doris for asking mi out. i am veri happy

feel so tired today

2007-05-08T09:33:00.000-07:00

meeting Jonathan and ade today. play until so crazy. feeling so tired, a bit feeling sick. Project left not much time, stress ar.....

thank for the Tortoise

2007-05-06T06:18:00.000-07:00

i got my most beloved tortoise. ytd when to my sis 21st birthday party. really nothing can say le... veri tired to blog my unhappy thing

Do u tink i wan

2007-05-04T11:32:00.000-07:00

I noe who u mean..... i am not angry wif u. Juz that i dun dare to ask u out, i veri scare. i wan to tok to u but u seem like not free.... thousand and thousand of word keep in my heart, veri heavy, and i have no wan to say to. sumtym i juz hope i am blind, i am death, i am mute, the best is no feeling so i dun have to be sad and hurt. hope u can understand.... i am not angry... juz..... i juz wan to say if u wan u will meet mi, if u dun.... i didn't wan to ask.

i felt she is hidding sumthing frm mi

2007-04-30T09:22:00.000-07:00

many thing happen tis two day, i really dunno how to say. i am looking for a listening ear but no one seem around. I tink they r haven sum fun. I feel so lonely.

at last i noe who u love

2007-04-27T10:30:00.000-07:00

Go for a round and i noe who u love. I heart crack, it is bleeding. I am so hurt. but i noe time can heal the wound. happy to see you found who u love. I am happy for u becos i wan to see you happy. i noe u will de because you have many fren. 少了我也无所谓. 我会让我自己忘记你的.

my face look like wash toilet de auntie meh

2007-04-24T10:27:00.000-07:00

today shd be a happy day for mi. haha... i am try to make myself to treat u as my fren. btw i juz feel happy today. =) :-)

went to bed wif tear

2007-04-21T20:19:00.000-07:00

i dunno wad day i am having, a veri bad day. In the morning i was so happy, happy still i am smile on the way. but in the afternoon i am like my mood fall from high. So sian then i go home prepare to go to my relative house. my dad start to tok abt my fren and my sis start tok alot make mi really so fan lor, i am covering with stress.... i went to bed wif tear....